LivaLyfaLOVE

me and mine- we don’t fuck with the usual.

you see that man up there? that man is Paul Vincent Devilla Rodriguez, or in other words- the love of my life.

it’s kinda funny how things work out. you meet a numerous amount of people in this crazyass world and little do you know, out of all those people; you never really know your personal impact on their lives, you only get to know the satisfaction of their impact on your life.

so let me be the first to tell you how that amazing man up there, has beautifully impacted my life-

i’ve never in my entire life came across a more sweeter man- with sincerity in eyes and so much love in his heart, he makes everyday for me a new surprise. a new adventure. a new way to show eachother just how much we really care. He’s taught me how to love more than I’ve ever loved, in my entire life. To love in such a beautiful way that I wouldve never thought would have been actually possible. A love so crazy that no matter what the level of vulgarity in an argument and no matter the immensity of words said that we didn’t mean, at the end of the day-the simple satisfaction of making up is so worth it to me. This, is so worth it to me.

little do you know, you means so much more to me than you will ever know.
you do so much for me than you give yourself credit for. Wether it be asking me to prom with roses and a huge prom poster, or knowing i had a tummy ache one day and buying and putting chocolate milk in my locker with a “I hope this makes you feel better” note for me to find, and even just taking the time to do a random “scavenger hunt” at school just for me to find that at the end of it- the whole point of the scavenger hunt, was to tell me you loved me. those little things, mean so much to me. it keeps me on my toes and makes not only each day, but this love, so unexpectedly unusually beautifully exciting.

Before I met you, I’ve never smiled so much in my life. Ive never trusted someone so much in my life. I’ve never been happy to such an unfathomable extent. Ive never loved with more than what i thought was possible within myself- and I’ve never known such a beautiful soul, as yours.

Thank you, Paul Vincent Devilla Rodriguez for absolutely everything. For letting someone like me, into your life but all the more for loving me, cause I know it’s far from easy.

“Me: forever babe?
him: no, ‘foreve_.’
Me: wth, why?
him: because when you put the “r” in forever, it ends. And I never want this to end, love. “

A love like this is what I’ve been waiting for, all my life.