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that I terribly miss my older sister ); I wish she didn’t live continents away. Talking to her last night hit me pretty tough, cause I really missed talking to her. in all honesty, shes more than just my sister- She’s my bestfriend, my confidant, and she inspires me to better myself. when times are rough for me, she’s the only person I know that without a doubt believes in me, even when I don’t believe in myself sometimes. She helped mold me into the person I am today and I don’t even even know how to repay her for EVERYTHING she’s done for me. I used to think it was unfair that she had to go to college so far away, I used to ask myself everyday “why do I have to be the one to grow up without my ateh? Why can’t she be here physically with me in the years of growing up I need her most.” but I’ve realized that, although she’s not here “physically”, she’s never failed to still put in effort into trying to be here for me, watching out for me in every aspect when though she’s miles away. Especially when things get rough with the family, she never fails to keep a steady head and comfort me, and that means the absolute world to me because when I have noone to turn to- I know damnwell shell always be there and I appreciate it all. I also realized that it’s not unfair to me- it’s unfair to everyone else because nobody will ever have the oppertunity to have a sister like MINE. I’ve always looked up to her as my role model and I aspire to be just like her someday. Ateh, I wanna thank you for everything- you can’t even fathom to imagine how much I miss you and love you. Stay safe out there, can’t wait till you can finally come home