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I can honestly say, I’m genuinely happy. We started off as innocent new friends just getting to know eachother. We started texting more and more everyday and you gave me the nickname pebbles, I thought it was real cute. As time passed we didn’t see eachother for awhile and when I finally did see you, I’ll never forget that beautiful day. i ran up to you and gave you the biggest hug of my life, both of us with huge smiles on our faces so happy to see eachother. From that day on, I knew things were different. This blossomed into a beautiful Friday night on march 5, 2011- meeting your family, eating dinner, taking a shot with your dad, and us officially starting. But ofcourse, timing is everything. We soon came to realize that this was definitely not the right time for us and we went our separate ways with some bumpy ass roads in between, bitter words, tears and all. We stopped becoming friends, and started talking to new people. But soon enough, I knew I had to do the right thing and swallow my pride and make bitter tensions and cold shoulders put to ease- so I swallowed my pride and approached you and we became friends again. Not as close as we were before, but in my opinion it was so much better than nothing at all. Cause in all honesty, I missed how we were even before we started going out. When we were goodass friends.

I’ve always heard the saying

“if feelings came back, that means they never went away to begin with”

I learned this first hand, with you. You were by far the sweetest that I’ve ever been with, a true gentlemen. The only person who’s ever put in effort in everything affiliated with us. You left me apology letters in my locker with chocolates, asked me to prom in the most unforgettable way, brought me chocolate milk damnear everyday just cause you know I loved it, walked in the rain when you had a high fever just to bring me paper at lunch cause I tweeted in math class that I didn’t have any more paper so I couldn’t do my work- all the countless effort. I can’t even begin to thank you for lovin me the way you did, I know it ain’t easy.

Fastforwarding to now, I couldn’t be any happier than where I am right now. A senior, grades in check, and you by my side. Yeah, we may not be “official” but what’s in a label? fuck a label. You make me happy, and that’s all that matters to me. What I love the most about you though is that you understand and respect the fact that in my life- fam and my future are what always come first, I’m driven by my determination to become successful and my support from my loved ones. Your not selfish, and your willing to talk arguments out rather than leave things on a bad note, I really appreciate that. Just the simple fact that you actually care is astounding in my perspective.

In conclusion, i can’t thank you enough for everything.

“I can’t promise you a easy relationship, but I can promise you that as long as your still trying, I’m staying”

I love you, Paul Vincent Devilla Rodriguez.